arrived this morning. I dreamt she
arrived last night and then she did unfortunately. I am fed up of this, it has been
going on since beginning of 2003. I almost can't be bothered anymore.
I know what you mean hon, its been going on for me since 1993!! I have days when I wonder if its worth keep pushing myself with all this ttc pressure, the
clomid, the losses. Before I fell with my 1st I had been ttc for 12 years and pretty much resigned myself to being childless and I was content in my life, then
I was given that glimmer of hope 3 years ago and have been constantly putting pressure on myself since then, only to have 2 more mc's. Some days I just
feel like giving the whole thing up and settling with my fur babies instead. The only thing that keeps me going is that one day I might just get that little
miracle and its all worth it.
Sorry that got you hon, Break your no alcohol, no caffeine regime for a
day or 2 and see her off! Are you a clomid chick again this month?
Yes I am a clomid chick again this month Jules. My consultant gave me two more months supply just in case I need them before the IVF. My first IVF appt is on
the 29th and they might start me on the IVF drugs this cycle too maybe. Have to wait and see. Will know more after the 29th. Yes I had one beer today and two
cans of 7up and some maltesers and just bought some chocolate biscuits to go with my tea!
Jules, I know you have been ttc for much longer than me. I think you are amazing to keep on going and really admire your strength and courage. I really hope
we both get our little miracles really soon.
Awww, I am sorry AF turned up. I was so hoping after your break that you'd get a bfp straight away .
I've only been ttc since 2005; I can't imagine the painfulness of it being longer than that, bless you. But you mustn't give up hunny!
You've got your appt in a few days now, and I'm convinced that you will soon hold your own baby in your arms , but I do understand (I've
done it myself) when you say about not being bothered; it does get to you every l o o o o o o o o ng month getting hopes up; dtd; then wishing the next two
weeks away only for AF to arrive - what a waste of time I keep thinking!
Keep positive, thinking of you.
Love Wendy xx
PS Love your pic of your gorgeous dog! Handsome chap!
Never give up hunny, i know its hard, its unbearable, but it will happen for you
Josh 05/10/99 after 2 yrs ttc
Started TTC #2 in 2002
^i^ 21/08/05 @ almost 12 wks after ttc for 3.5 years
Finally, Emily - My Clomid Miracle 15/05/07 - 5 years after we started ttc for #2
bless your heart and the very best of luck for august x x
Josh 05/10/99 after 2 yrs ttc
Started TTC #2 in 2002
^i^ 21/08/05 @ almost 12 wks after ttc for 3.5 years
Finally, Emily - My Clomid Miracle 15/05/07 - 5 years after we started ttc for #2
Sheila
I'm so sorry that nast AF showed up. I'm glad that you are feeling a bit better.
Ttc is such an emotional rollercoaster every month and it just get so frustrating when AF decides to ruin everything by showing up, sometimes it gets so hard
to keep positive and carry on. Hang in there, I'm keeping everything crossed for you and that your bfp is not far away.
Love
Emma
x
I am so sorry this is a late reply and that the old bag got you .
You have been on this tough emotional journey for such a long time now, it just has to happen for you soon hunny. If strength, courage and determination are
anything to go by, then look out hun - I suspect you have a whole tribe of beautiful little babies are coming your way!
sorry for the late reply and sorry that af got you this month - I was so hoping that you would get your bfp this month as you so deserve it you offer so much
support to everyone on all the boards I think you are an incredible lady. hope the babydust fairy catches you next month
My initial IVF appt is in five days time!!!! YIKES!!! My bf had to go and do the SA today! He said it was very weird having to go to the hospital and produce
swimmers on demand for medics!