I got rushed into emergency surgery three weeks ago because I had an ectopic. I had lost a lot of blood and since my tube had ruptured the surgeon could not save it.
While I only knew about my pregnancy for a very short period of time, the news were still devestating to me. My husband is doing what he can, and is sweet. I still feel lost. I feel like I am expected to be fine, to be over it. I am not. I am still in physical pain, and emotionally I am a wreck. I cry throughout the day, and feel alone...like something has been taken away from me.

I had a misscarriage a few years ago, and never felt that way about it.